sometimes i worry that i am turning into a spoilt brat.
i have a job but i cant stop complaining how much i hate working.
i think i am starting to burnout again. its not because im terribly overwhelmed with work. its more of because i simply cant imagine spending 3/4 of my life holed up in a cubicle with only my laptop for company.
i am sick of this.
whenever i get back from work everyday i am so god damned tired, i dont have the energy to do anything but flop in front of the tv or com before heading to bed. then the whole cycle repeats itself again the next day. i try to get at least 7 hours of sleep a day but it is never enough. i wake up feeling half dead in the morning and drag my ass to work, counting down the hours to 6 o'clock.
i am starting to wonder if something is wrong with me. why am i so tired all the time? and so restless? and so unmotivated?
i really really just want to get away from all this.