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Monday, March 29, 2010

havent been updating often, because mostly everyday is just the same.

9 more months of this.

i don't think i can take it, but its not like i really have a choice.

since i only have 7 days leave, have decided that i'll take no pay leave if need be.

am planning to go for a short family holiday, probably about a week, either australia or new zealand. i just really need to get away for awhile.

nothing really seems to cheer me up anymore, not shopping, not nice 3D movies, not comfort food, not anything.

someone told me that when you're working, unless you're doing something you like, you're gonna be depressed all the time. and its true!! i am somewhat depressed 90% of the time.

sigh!

i used to love this job, not so much because of my job scope, but more so because of the environment and the nice people. but with time i realize that much of what i thought was really a facade.. there is politics, gossip, bad mouthing, even backstabbing.

yes i know its all part of working life. i just wish i knew this was coming earlier.

i don't want to bitch and complain, i really don't. but i am just unhappy and i can't help it :(

Friday, March 19, 2010



This is the japanese poster for "How to train your dragon" movie. I caught the sneak peaks yesterday in 3D!! And it was a really heartwarming show!

I am in love with 3D movies lol. Next will be shrek 4!!

Monday, March 15, 2010


sometimes i worry that i am turning into a spoilt brat.

i have a job but i cant stop complaining how much i hate working.

i think i am starting to burnout again. its not because im terribly overwhelmed with work. its more of because i simply cant imagine spending 3/4 of my life holed up in a cubicle with only my laptop for company.

i am sick of this.

whenever i get back from work everyday i am so god damned tired, i dont have the energy to do anything but flop in front of the tv or com before heading to bed. then the whole cycle repeats itself again the next day. i try to get at least 7 hours of sleep a day but it is never enough. i wake up feeling half dead in the morning and drag my ass to work, counting down the hours to 6 o'clock.

i am starting to wonder if something is wrong with me. why am i so tired all the time? and so restless? and so unmotivated?

i really really just want to get away from all this.

Tuesday, March 09, 2010

i've got to stop holding myself accountable for other people's actions.
i just don't have the energy to care anymore.

Saturday, March 06, 2010



caught alice in wonderland in 3d today!
arent the pictures just gorgeous? i wanna buy the posters and collect!