it kinda sounds cliche, but i need to leave singapore in order to find myself in australia.
applications are a long, tedious process and if im successful for even just one of them, i am going to be tremendously happy.
life is just too unpredictable and aimless at the moment. it'd be nice to know that im gonna spend the next 2 years studying. at least then there is something to commit to, something to work for.