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Sunday, December 27, 2009

i tried my best

but i guess my best is not enough

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

finally when there is actually a movie that i want to watch (Avatar in 3D), it is sold out in every !!#%$%#^! cinema.

i think so many pple were booking the tickets online that even eng wah's website crashed -_-

THANKS AH.

now ill probably have to wait till after x'mas.

DAMMIT.

grrrrr.

Sunday, December 20, 2009

i am so tired of all this.

i dont want to try anymore.

Saturday, December 19, 2009

it's funny how hello is
always accompanied with goodbye.
it's funny how good memories
can start to make you cry.
it's funny how forever
never seems to really last.
it's funny how much you'd lose
if you forgot about your past.
it's funny how friends can just
leave you when you're down.
it's funny how when you need someone
they're never around.
it's funny how people change
and think they're so much better.
it's funny how many lies
can be packed in one love letter.
it's funny how people forgive
even though they can't forget.
it's funny how one night
can contain so much regret.

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

i try to stay positive everyday.

somedays its easier. somedays its harder.

and somedays you just get all the shit thrown at you at once.

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

took half day leave today and boy, did i achieve a lot!

left work at 12.30pm, home by 1pm.

had lunch, went online, read book, slept, then went out to do some shopping.

not bad eh??

i guess im more productive as compared to days where im on whole day leave and just bum around and waste time.

finished all my work today as well, which means tmr ill have nothing to do in the office unless something crops up. which will probably be the case, since my boss is back from the US!

Tuesday, December 08, 2009

guess i wont have to wait so long.. COS TWILIGHT THIRD INSTALLMENT IS COMING OUT IN JUNE 2010!!

YAY!! :D

Monday, December 07, 2009

every week the office is getting emptier and emptier.. i think the next two weeks will be the worst of all.. SIAN

i want more leave!!!!!!!!!!!

recently have been buying a lot of cds, in the past week got 3 already.. hurhur.. music is my salvation.

going to watch new moon today FINALLY! whoots! :D

Tuesday, December 01, 2009

today my colleague brought back a miniature eiffel tower for me from paris.

it is beautiful.

but at the same time it broke my heart.

because the eiffel tower does not hold the same meaning to me as it used to.

now instead of hope, it represents failure.

you've a totally different person.

WAKE UP.

WAKE UP.

WAKE UP.

could you honestly tell me that it was worth it?

had a friend named Victor and
The two of us used to hang every single day
And it seemed like overnight that his whole life just changed
I know when his mom and dad broke up it didn’t make sense
But I know that his dad was a drunk and he gambled away the rent
Pretty soon Vic was seeing red, ticked off,
but instead he’d drink every night until he passed out
and then he'd do it all again
The whole time he was smiling on the outside to cover the pain,
But on the inside all he was just trying to get away

He's dying to get away,
let the pain of yesterday
go slipping through the cracks