Thursday, October 30, 2008
i wasted 1 whole wk doing nothing.
this is the final lap..
10,000 words.. i can do this.. i know i can..
i just dont know if i have the energy, the determination to do it well..
it is so hard
the past 3 years of studying, and it all comes down to this..i sure hope its worth it.
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
well my assignment is almost done, intend to finish up the last bit tmr.am not feeling very confident abt it, but i guess it'll just have to do.actually despite this i feel more shitty than ever cos i gotta start on the dreaded thesis.not really much to update on, and not much to look forward to either.
Sunday, October 19, 2008
its time for a change, hence the new blogskin!
♥ ♥ ♥ JOANNE LOVES VINTAGE ♥ ♥ ♥
i am procrastinating and havent done any work today :(
Saturday, October 18, 2008
this will be a 'complaining' entry.i am sick. fever or something.i screwed up my assignment.got another assignment due next month.i have 2 months to write a 10,000 word thesis.and i have absolutely no mood to do anything at all.oh lord help me.
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
after weeks of slacking, i finally got off my ass and did some work today.for 2.5 hours.horrendous and agonizing.. but i did it and am oh-so-proud of myself now lol.baby steps ok?ill get my momentum back!i have a headache now and not much to update, so ciao~!
Wednesday, October 08, 2008
ok i tried.i tried to keep my cool.but i've lost it again.fuck you.seriously, FUCK YOU.
Monday, October 06, 2008
i havent been this carefree, this relaxed in a long while.occasionally i feel guilty for slacking my ass off when really i should be working on my thesis.. but that feeling doesnt last for long.its nice to have a break, albeit a short one.i think sch and all its commitments had been getting me down, and now that i can do things (mostly) at my own pace, life's a lot better.i feel better :)
Thursday, October 02, 2008
i am strong for othersi am weak myselfit gets harder by the daybut as long as im alive i still keep trying..
