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Friday, September 19, 2008

sometimes i just really wanna slap myself, give myself a wake up call..
tell myself to stop looking at everything so negatively..
stop being so depressed..

unless i learn to be happy with myself, with what i already have, will i truly experience joy in life.. for you can only learn to love others after you have learnt to love yourself..

im sorry for being so emo and philosophical at 2am in the morning.. the mood just hit me..

im feeling kinda wistful now.. looking back on all those times i spent grumbling and being unhappy when that effort could have been put to much better use by actually doing something good for myself.. and stop wallowing in self-pity..

i really must stop being such a pessimist. i think what 'the secret' says has some truth in it.. if you think negatively, you're gonna attract negative events into your life. but if you wake up on a monday morning and tell yourself it's gonna be a great day, and believe it, it will be.

it's a strange time for change.

but it's a start.

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

fed up with sch
fed up with studying
fed up with life
fed up with pple
fed up with everything

tmr im going shopping and im gonna forget my problems and smile and tell myself that everything is okay

Thursday, September 11, 2008


shopping list
1. ipod-touch/i-pod nano (latest gen)
2. la senza bras
3. wallet
4. sex in the city movie book
5. the secret book
6. forever 21 dresses
7. pencil case
8. shoes
9. sandals
10. nokia touch screen phone (depends)
11. tshirts
12. joanna's present
13. gen's present

17th september 2008: last exam paper
18th september 2008: SHOPPING SPREE.

you spend so much time calling other people bitches that you dont realize what a mother fucking bitch you yourself are.

get your own life and stop fucking intruding into other's.

just because your life is shit doesnt mean you have to make other's hell as well.

fuck you

Wednesday, September 03, 2008


I would like to visit you for a while
Get away and out of this city
Maybe I shouldn't have called but
Someone had to be the first to break
We can go sit on your back porch
Relax
Talk about anything
It don't matter
I'll be courageous if you can pretend
That you've forgiven me

'Cause I don't know you anymore
I don't recognise this place
The picture frames have changed
And so has your name
We don't talk much anymore
We keep running from the pain
But what I wouldn't give to see your face again

Springtime in the city
Always such a relief from winter freeze
The snow was more lonely than cold if you know what I mean
Everyone's got an agenda
Don't stop keep that chin up you'll be alright
Can you believe what a year it's been
Are you still the same?
Has your opinion changed?

'Cause I don't know you anymore
I don't recognise this place
The picture frames have changed
And so has your name
We don't talk much anymore
We keep running from these sentences
But what I wouldn't give to see your face again

I know I let you down
Again and again
I know I never really treated you right
I've paid the price
I'm still paying for it every day

So maybe I shouldn't have called
Was it too soon to tell?
Oh what the hell
It doesn't really matter
How do you redefine something that never really had a name?
Has your opinion changed?

'Cause I don't know you anymore
I don't recognise this place
The picture frames have changed
And so has your name
We don't talk much anymore
We keep running from the pain
But what I wouldn't give to see your face again

I see your face
I see your face

Tuesday, September 02, 2008

since i have been MIA-ing for some time, here's a brief random update:

superbly busy with sch work. exam in 8 days time. i have not started studying yet.

this friday is my graduation, where i will receive my bachelor's degree cert. yes, finally. and im like halfway thru hons -_-

everyone who has not seen wall-e should go watch it. you will not regret.

i caught it in june online, intend to watch it in cinemas again. spore is so slow pls. it takes months for movies to get here.

those of you whom i have not met up with for a uber long time, you can expect calls/smses from me in late sept after my exams.

one of these days i am going to go on a shopping spree and blow a hundred bucks. or more.

errr. thats about it.