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Monday, June 30, 2008

looks like my one and only true love is going to the be one who breaks my heart, and im gonna end up alone.. if this is true, that is.

Your Birthdate: March 11

You may watch someone from afar before you finally decide to make your move.

It takes a long time for you to develop an attraction to someone.

Generally, you prefer to pick who you love. Anyone who tries to rush you is in for some heartache.

Number of True Loves You'll Have: 1

Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 1

You are most compatible with people born on the 2nd, 11th, 20th, and 29th of the month.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean For Your Love Life?

Sunday, June 29, 2008

bed bug bites have healed, thank god, but the scars are still there :(
i am back to wearing shorts though.. dont care, the weather is so friggin hot!

anyway previously i had about 4 weeks to do my assignment.
now im left with only 1 week. and what have i been doing?

SLACKING LIKE NOBODY'S BUSINESS.

joanne this is bad. very, very bad.
i am not getting anything done yet still panicking.

i have decided that after i graduate in jan, i shall take a 1/2yr-1yr break.
NO SCHOOL.
NO STUDYING.
PLEASE NO.
SUFFERING FOR THE PAST 3YRS.

and then i can start to worry abt what im gonna do in the future.
clinical psych is pretty much out of the question now.. NUS intake is 5 people.
thats right - FIVE.
not fifty.
my uni isnt any better.. its abt 10 pple.

am considering educational psych, though u need abt 2-3yrs teaching experience and i cannot for the life of me imagine myself teaching a class of primary/sec sch kids.

god help me.

Friday, June 20, 2008

joanne is currently down with a bad case of bed bug bites.
have over 30+ bites all over my back, thighs, legs.
i cannot wear shorts :(
sleeveless still can, but the back cant be too low :(

THIS SUCKS.

have been applying anti-inflammatory cream for the past 3 days religiously.. itchiness has reduced somewhat but the bite marks are still very red and prominent *sob*

thankfully, was bitten outside and didnt bring back any bugs home if not i will just die if i have to throw away my *new* mattress, not to mention get murdered by my parents.

awful, disgusting little critters. should be banished to the ends of the earth. no, make that mars.

this is the third time i've got bitten, and by far the worst.

have been happily slacking away although i've got an assignment due next month. now it sounds pretty far away but believe me, it'll be due before i know it. obviously have not started.

suddenly lost the urge to blog, so bye!

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

im so tired, i can feel it in my bones, but my mind wont let me rest cos its gone on autopilot.. ravaged with thoughts..

today i had many revalations of which most were personal and i shall keep to myself..

however i will say that i'm not strong, i still have a long way to go.. i still have a lot of growing up to do (not in terms of age, but mindset) ..

no doubt the road is tough and life often gets me down, but most importantly i know that eventually i will find my way through all of this, and i know i'll be okay.

Sunday, June 08, 2008

i can't believe this means more to me than it does to you.

Friday, June 06, 2008

my god, the wonders of shopping!

la senza i love you!

joanne is a happy, happy girl tonight (albeit temporarily)