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Monday, April 28, 2008

im now at bedok using the com. hopefully my dad can get it fixed up tonight in serangoon so i can surf the net from there.

so yesterday was the big move. started unpacking officially from 5pm all the way to 1am.. and still not done yet.. i have no idea why.. maybe cos i keep stoning halfway and sitting down to look thru stuff i didnt even know i had -_-

nevertheless, very tiring, especially all the shifting of heavy boxed around. this morning i woke up aching all over. better lose some weight for all the effort! haha.

currently feel like a stranger in my own home. perhaps cos its still pretty empty, with most of the stuff in boxes. already there are disagreements with my mum as to what i can and cannot display in my room display cabinet -_-

looks like ill have to give in to her or she will never stop nagging me. anyway perhaps i shall post up some pictures when im more settled in. but be prepared to wait at least a week or more for that.

i am relieved to be back.

ok bye

Thursday, April 24, 2008

Joanne is in major procrastination mode.

this is bad.

very, very bad.

i have an assignment due on monday and i havent started typing anything yet.. only did research so far. promised myself that i have to get as much done as possible today. though i have lessons at night which sucks cos once i start ill have to stop midway and then ill lose momentum.

technically i only have 3 days - today, thurs, and fri to complete it cos am moving on sat and wont have my com. yet here i am still blogging.

shit.

ok i shall log off and go do it now. RIGHT NOW.

or perhaps after i've had my lunch first..

Sunday, April 20, 2008

I HAVE GREAT NEWS!!

I AM FINALLY MOVING BACK! FINALLY FINALLY FINALLY!

NEXT SATURDAY!!

*rejoices and throws confetti*
*rejoices and throws confetti*
*rejoices and throws confetti*
*rejoices and throws confetti*

sorry la, but im really, really happy! its been half a year (or more?) at bedok and im more than ready to move back.

seriously, no offence to those pple who stay at places like jurong east, bedok, changi etc.. but how much do you actually spend on travelling? dont you get so tired of the long, long journey back?

gosh.. ever since i moved to bedok, i can spend abt $15-$20 A WEEK easily on public transport. in the past half a year i've taken the mrt more than i've ever done so in my entire life. cos my place isnt very accessible by bus. either that or it takes AGES. not that mrt is any faster, but its more convenient.

i remember the days i used to complain like crazy how long it took me to get to town or sch or anywhere from serangoon. then i moved to bedok and it took me twice as long. so i promised myself i shall shut up from now on and not complain anymore.

well it isnt exactly a good time for me to move really since im still really busy with sch work, but i guess that just means this week i gotta cram and finish up as much as possible since the weekend is gonna be taken up unpacking my gazillion boxes full of who knows what.

i am very excited abt the decorating and the adding of personal touches to my room.. let this be a new beginning! its a strange time for new beginnings but whatever.

the only downside abt moving back is that ill probably never go to east coast park again (at least not anytime soon), or changi airport, or changi village... yeah thats abt it. and expo is really really near my place.. like 10 mins bus ride.. ahhh well. its a small sacrifice to make. im still a serangoon person at heart! hahahaha.

will keep u guys updated!!!!!! :D

Sunday, April 13, 2008

i havent been updating lately cos am so so busy with assignments and presentations and tests and just uni in general.

i miss those days when i could do anything i wanted.. like bum around at home or go out whenever i felt like it..

now there's always the thought of work weighing me down..

just need to get thru this month.. may wont be so bad.. am looking forward to the holidays in june..

dont have anything interesting at all to report.. sorry guys.. dont abandon this blog though cos ill be back.. eventually..

Wednesday, April 02, 2008

sometimes, dont u wish you could control ur life with a remote?

you could pause at a great event in your life, or rewind and go back in time to correct your mistakes.
you could fast forward past unpleasant happenings, and delete them.
you could save a particular moment, and replay it again to your heart's content.

but life doesnt work that way, and all we have are the memories, and the scars left from lessons learnt.

You say you wander your own land
But when I think about it
I don't see how you can

You're aching, you're breaking
And I can see the pain in your eyes
It's as everybody's changing
And I don't know why.

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same.

You're gone from here
Soon you will disappear
Fading into beautiful light
'cause everybody's changing
And I don't feel right.

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same.

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same.

Ooo...
Everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same.