Thursday, January 10, 2008
in a world full of negativity it is so hard just to stay positive.. but i will try my bestest.. usually there's nothing a good night's sleep, chocolates and some retail therapy cant fix....right?
Wednesday, January 09, 2008
i have a strong urge to go shopping and spend lotsa money. this is not good. once in awhile i tend to go crazy. CNY come quick! so i can fulfill my fantasy!one more assignment to go! bah!
Tuesday, January 08, 2008
often i forget how some of the most simple, seemingly irrelevant or small things in life can make me happy. but occasionally, i am reminded again :)
Wednesday, January 02, 2008
am uberly tired and pissed. spent the whole god damned day working on my stupid business assignment due tmr. and it turned out like crap anyways. am not confident at all about getting good grades for this one, and it makes me mad cos im a perfectionist and i like to keep at stuff till i feel its right. but just cannot summon the energy to work on it anymore. so after 5 hours in front of the com i have printed out my 20 pages and am retiring for the day. tmr its back to sch from 9am-4pm. god dont they ever give us a break? and then back home to work on the next assignment, due on fri. whoopie. is this how im gonna be spending my days, cooped up at home working? im in the right mind to take a break from studying. as in instead of doing my honours in march, do it in august. but obviously im gonna regret cos whats the point of taking an accelerated course then? god knows how ill fit studying, learning to drive, moving back and my social life (or whats left of it) into my schedule. u can so tell im not looking forward to 2008 much.
Tuesday, January 01, 2008
new year's day.not surprisingly, i started to reflect on the past year. and now im feeling fucking horrible cos i made myself remember things i didnt want to. this sucks.anyway i saw fireworks for the first time today. as in not on tv like the past years but from the 15th story of my flat.only managed to catch the last few fireworks before the stopped. nevertheless, better than nothing i guess.i hope someday my special someone will bring me to see them upclose. call it a stupid aspiration, i dont care.i am still waiting.hope everyone has a great 2008! good night..