i'd always thought i'd feel instantly joyful/elated/relieved/a combination of all the moment my pen hit the table as i finished off my last exam for this sem.
well that really wasnt the case.
this morning, i woke up bright and early and the first thing that came to my mind was: "ok so what do i have to study today?"
and then in a moment i realized, "nothing". and subsequently i felt so weird after that.
and yesterday while i was out, i couldn't shrug off that feeling that i shouldnt be out, i should be at home doing my work. i actually felt guilty.. for nothing!
i guess this means that i've literally worked my ass off this sem, so much so that i cannot allow myself to relax, as much as i try to or want to. cos for 2 months+ i've always had something to do, something to complete..
i sure hope this feeling wears off soon. post-exam stress, i'd say.
and when i finally have the time to watch tv (after refraining for 2weeks) there are absolutely no good shows on cable. therefore.....
to-do list
1) rent dvds to watch
2) borrow books from library
3) catch up with friends
4) shopping
5) movies (any good ones coming up?)
its a skimpy list but what do u expect? i've only got about a week of hols and its back to sch again.