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Friday, August 31, 2007

august has come to an end and it was a freaking busy month. i thought i'd be able to relax in sept but apparently not cos its just as busy~!!!!! :( :( :(

nevertheless, despite the pressing deadlines and piling workload.......

im going to the army open house on monday with my beloved joanna banana~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yay~!!!

heard that this year's one is real good. so excited~!!! will update on it later and post up pics (if any)!

cant wait~! :D

Friday, August 24, 2007

running thru the rain.
puddles!
holey shoes.
camwhoring in underpass.
little miss & mr men.
stupid lime magazine.
nuggets. nuggets. nuggets.
cookies & cream.

joanna tay. u crack me up in the strangest ways :)

Sunday, August 19, 2007

Friday, August 17, 2007

have u ever been in a room full of people
where everyone was laughing
while you were the only one crying inside
and you had no idea why

Thursday, August 16, 2007

changed my blogskin again.. this one gives me a 'peaceful' feeling. hopefully ill be less stressed subsequently when i blog. haha.

really need to get down to studying AND finish the truckload of assignments due this month :(

lyrics to the lovely song ur listening to now :)

I don't want this moment to ever end
Where everything's nothing without you
I'll wait here forever just to
to see you smile
Cause it's true
I am nothing without you

Through it all I made my mistakes
I stumble and fall
But I mean these words

I want you to know
with everything I won't let this go
These words are my heart and soul
I hold on to this moment you know
Cause I'd bleed my heart out to show
that I won't let go

Thoughts read are spoken
forever in doubt
And pieces of memories fall to the ground

I know what i did and so
I won't let this go
Cause it's true
I am nothing without you

All the streets
where I walked alone
With nowhere to go
Have come to an end

I want you to know
with everything I won't let this go
These words are my heart and soul
I hold on to this moment you know
Cause I'd bleed my heart out to show
that I won't let go

In front of your eyes
it falls from the skies
When you don't know what you're looking to find
In front of your eyes
it falls from the skies
When you just never know what you will find

I don't want this moment to ever end
Where everything's nothing without you

Monday, August 13, 2007

busy.
hectic.
stressful.
tiring.

thats what life seems to be like lately. but notice that there are some days, no matter how rare and far in between, where time actually appears to slow down for you.. to let you catch ur breath.. and most importantly, make up for lost time.

and its in those moments you truly learn to appreciate everything.. the people who've been there for you, the conversations you've shared, the times spent together.

and you know its things like these that keep you going when shit comes your way.. memories you can hold on to forever, and what makes the pain and suffering more worth the while :)

Sunday, August 12, 2007

thurs - bum around at home
fri - bum around at home
sat - bum around at home

i am going insane with boredom.

Thursday, August 09, 2007

so so soooooooooo tired. and so so soooooooooo relieved national day is here. it means a day of recuperation and pure bumming around for me.

supposed to watch bourne ultimatum today. but ended up watching rush hour 3 instead, which was fine by me. was lol-ing throughout the show with dear audrey. what a messed up, retarded day! cos actually gen got the day of the movie wrong (she had free passes), it was supposed 2b yesterday night! but we didnt even realise the mistake till the movie started and we saw the names of 'chris tucker' and 'jackie chan' appearing on the screen instead of 'matt damon'.

and to think we even insisted that it was FREE SEATING despite the fact tt the couple who's seats we were in asked us to move as they had seats allocated to them already. OOPS. malu can! but lucky 4 us, the ticket man didnt even check our tickets properly and just let us in! so we STILL got to catch a movie 4 free, though since we obviously didnt have seats reserved 4 us there were no 3 seats together so poor gen sat on the stairs next to me and aud who managed to secure 2 available seats.

if u didnt get what i've been rambling abt so far go read audrey's blog, im sure she'll have a more detailed account of the whole incident! haha.

oh yeah forgot 2 mention that i was SUPPOSED to have 2 lessons - 1 in the morning & the other in the afternoon but my teacher forgot abt the lesson in the morning and the afternoon one was cancelled. so i went to sch for nothing. which wouldnt have been so bad if i had slept more than 3 hours the night before. screwed up eh?

nevertheless i think it all worked out in the end and we took a hell of alot of lame, funny pics with the simpsons display at lido! will post them up here soon.

good night!

Saturday, August 04, 2007

in that span of 4hours i gained more than i ever dreamt i would. and i am at peace with myself for once, in a long long time.

most importantly, i dont regret.

Wednesday, August 01, 2007

i HATE horrow shows. dont know why i always let myself get talked into watching em though. seriously, pay to get scared? tsk.

oh, i saw 'vacancy'.