in an earlier post, i told myself i wouldnt care anymore.
im afraid to say i've failed.
but the reason is simple - that's cos i have feelings.
i cant simply stop feeling.
and maybe thats why i like to distant myself from everyone. i dont open up much.
i'm scared of being hurt again.
scared of trusting.
sometimes, when pple get scared they become nasty.
its really just a form of self-defence, a barrier they're putting up.
i must be a really nasty person.
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