everytime i psych myself up in anticipation for something, no matter how small
it may seem, it almost always falls flat. today is no different.
im so disappointed im getting numb to the feeling.
i wont expect much tmr.
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hello, blog.
its me posting again, twice in a day.
its slightly past 8pm now.
and im feeling ever so lonely.
i realise its been like that for quite awhile.. why am i so isolated from the world?
i'd like to be cared about for awhile.
it sucks when ur just sitting there, staring at the phone and knowing no one's gonna call.
and when u lay in bed, tossing and turning at 3am, troubled by your thoughts which keep u awake throughout the night.
who do you turn to?
what do you do?
my loneliness consumes me.