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Saturday, September 23, 2006

i should stop dwelling on all the negatives. but us humans r like that. and you do that too.

sometimes i just wanna tell u to fuck off, after all that you've made me feel. more appropriately, after all that you've made me hurt.

please tell me if i am hanging onto something that's long beyond hope. thats the very least u can do.


i think you know what i'm getting at
i find it so upsetting that
the memories that you select
you keep the bad
but the good you just forget


and even though i'm angry i can still say
i know my heart will break the day
when you peel out and drive away
i can't believe this happened
and all this time i never thought
that all we had would be all for not

no, i don't hate you
don't want to fight you
know i'll always love you
but right now i just don't like you
no, i don't hate you
don't want to fight you
know i'll always love you
but right now i just don't like you
cause you took this too far

make your decision
and don't you dare think twice
go with your instincts
along with some bad advice
this didn't turn out the way i thought it would at all
you blame me but some of this is still your fault

i tried to move you, but you just wouldn't budge
i tried to hold your hand
but you'd rather hold your grudge
i think you know what i'm getting at
you said goodbye and i just don't want you regretting that

and wisdom always chooses
these black eyes and these bruises
over the heartache that they say
never completely goes away

what happened to us
i heard that it's me we should blame
what happened to us
why didn't you stop me from turning out this way

and know that i don't hate you
and know that i don't want to fight you
and know that i'll always love you
but right now i just don't...