i hate the uncertainty of waiting... waiting for something that doesnt or isnt going 2 happen in the end.
and i get pissed off when i dont get what i want.
its happened again.
im selfish.
im mad at myself for getting mad over something so small.
this is so fucked.
2day is gonna be just like any other. mundane and monotonous. whoopie.
damn u, lady luck.
where r u when i need u anyway?
its been 5 days and counting. i should applaud myself 4 holding out this long.