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Tuesday, February 28, 2006

rock on~!!

yup, new blogskin again. like it?!

don't ask.. i was bored.

2 more days.. omg.

save me.

Monday, February 27, 2006

freaking out

im so f**king scared/nervous/petrified/anxious/terrified..

yes, as u all should know already, A level results are gonna be out this WEDNESDAY at 2pm.

great. i thought i was prepared 4 this, but apparently not.

so excuse me while i freak out 4 awhile.

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

okay.

now something thought provoking tt i wanna share with u pple.. i received it in an e-mail. i may or may not have sent it 2 u already. but anyways...

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken, probably more than once, and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken.

You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.

Find a guy/girl who calls you beautiful instead of hot; who calls you back when you hang up on him; who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy/girl who kisses your forehead; who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats; who holds
your hand in front of his friends. Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he/she cares about you and how lucky he/she is to have you. Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, "that's him/her."

how true.

ill be seeing u pple on weds. ciao.

Monday, February 20, 2006

beautiful..

sometimes we just gotta believe in ourselves, when no one else does.

i am beautiful
no matter what they say
words can't bring me down
i am beautiful
in every single way
yes, words can't bring me down
so don't you bring me down today ...

Friday, February 17, 2006

wah, i realise tt so many days have passed since i last blogged..which is quite unlike me. looks like many others r not blogging either. guess everyone's busy with their own lives.

A level results out on 1st week of march.. very high possibility, esp since the newspaper said so. im mentally prepared i think. all i ask is to get reasonable results which will enable me 2 apply 4 a reasonable course at a reasonable local uni. i have my sights set on NTU or NUS.

trust those 2 unis 2 have their open houses on my birthday no less. oh well.. i suppose being given the opportunity 2 enter either one of them will be gd enough a b'day present 4 me.

notice my entries r getting shorter and shorter? tt's wad hols does 2 u.. it makes u LAZY.

don't really miss sch now. shopping wins hands down la. though i've run outta places 2 go. haha.

Thursday, February 09, 2006

random

hmm. ignore my previous entry.. that was total crap. am in a weird mood now.

so guess A level results gonna be out on the 17th. whatever.. i just wanna get over and done with it.

blog surfing again.. and pple r either complaining about their jobs, missing sch, complaining abt life, abt their relationship/friendship problems, dissing others or just plain not blogging at all.

when we go back 2 collect our results, guess all those memories will come flying back, like it or not. sch life is over.. we've all moved on.. but we always look back at the past and sigh with either fondness or relief tt its over. more so relief in my case.

never enjoyed conforming 2 shitty sch rules, though i liked having a time table planned out 4 me with a (mostly) fixed schedule since im hopeless at doing tt 4 myself...

blah blah blah..

just alot of random thoughts now.

ah... how things change.

Wednesday, February 08, 2006

when????

OMG OMG OMG...

i keep hearing so many rumors abt A level results release date.. some say its next fri (17th feb), others say its the 1st wk of march.. ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!

im so panicking right now. oh crap oh crap oh crap.

i think its most prob next fri, one wk after O level results.

SHIT.

nOOoOOOooOOOo... im unwilling 2 face the music.. bloody scared la. seriously, i think i'd much rather remain like this in limbo.

can anyone confirm this once and for all? then ill know how long more i have b4 my inevitable death.

this is damn pessimistic. ok ENOUGH.

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Friday, February 03, 2006

innocent

another day, another song. in just a moment, everything can change. i can do nothing but hope for the best.

Oh, Johnny wishes he was famous
Spends his time alone in the basement
With Lennon and Cobain A guitar and a stereo
while he wishes he could escape this
it all seems so contagious

Not to be yourself and faceless
In a song that has no soul
I remember feeling low
I remember losing hope
And I remember all the feelings and the day they stopped

We are, we are all innocent
We are all innocent
We are, we are...
We are, we are all innocent
We are all innocent
We are, we are...

Tina's losing faith in what she knows
Hates her music hates all of her clothes
Thinks of surgery and a new nose
Every calorie is a war
And while she wishes she was a dancer
And that she's never heard of cancer
She wishes God would give her some answers
And make her feel beautiful
I remember feeling low
I remember losing hope
I remember all the feelings and the day they stopped

We are, we are all innocent
We are all innocent
We are, we are...
We are, we are all innocent
We are all innocent
We are, we are...

One day, you'll have to let it go
You'll have to let it go
No...One day, you'll stand up on your own
You'll stand up on your own
Remember losing hope
Remember feeling low
Remember all the feelings and the day they stopped

We are, we are all innocent
We are all innocent
We are, we are...
We are, we are all innocent
We are all innocent
We are, we are...

- our lady peace: innocent -

Thursday, February 02, 2006

but i do love you

I don't like to be alone at night
And I don't like to hear I'm wrong when I'm right
And I don't like to have the rain on my shoes
But I do love you
But I do love you

I don't like to see the sky painted grey
And I don't like when nothin's goin my way
And I don't like to be the one with the blues
But I do love you
But I do love you

I love everything about the way your lovin me
The way you lay your head upon shoulder when you sleep
And I love to kiss you in the rain
I love everything you do, oh I do

And I don't like to turn the radio on
Just to find I missed my favorite song
And I don't like to be the last with the news
But I do love you
But I do love you

I love everything about the way your lovin me
The way you lay your head upon shoulder when you sleep
And I love to kiss you in the rain
I love everything you do, oh I do

And I don't like to be alone at night
And I don't like to hear I'm wrong when I'm right
And I don't like to have the rain on my shoes
But I do love you
But I do love you
But I do love you
But I do love you

- Leann Rimes: But i do love you -