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Sunday, November 27, 2005
put the lime in the coke you nut ..!!

when u pple next see me, don't give me weird looks ok? yes - i have changed. but if u don't notice anything different, then never mind, forget this. haha. confused? you'll see i guess.

there's lots more to come..trust me.

so i've been cooped up at home for the past few days..and rightly so. i cant afford 2 keep going out everyday. seems like everyone's busy looking for a job..i cant help feel a lil 'tempted' if u may..as in, at the rate im going i really should consider looking for one too.

but not yet!

im unwilling to give up these days of absolute freedom and bliss. well, most of the time anyway. can u believe that my parents still have some restrictions on me? though i shouldnt complain..the last time i had so much time to myself was like.. sec 4 post O levels?? wait, how abt never. i dont think i even got this much freedom back then. sure is good to be older and supposedly more mature. (not the case for all pple, but shall not elaborate)

so, i shall not get caught up in the mad scramble for jobs just yet. i plan to enjoy my december, thank you very much.


where'd you go?
i miss you so.
seems like its been forever
since you've been gone.
please come back home.

Thursday, November 24, 2005
plea.

i will not laugh at her anymore. bcos if someone knew my story, then i guess they'd be laughing at me too. and i wouldnt like that. so i wont.

and its sad that it had to get to this state. i don't wan't any pity.. i deserve it.

my fault.

i need to redeem myself before its too late.

HELP!!!

lost in a portrait

I analyze everything
I know what you mean
I answer by questioning all that I need
And I want to, to surrender
I want you to see all the sides
All the faces inside of me

I see I'm not perfect, but that's all I see
Lost in a portrait, in a picture of me
This can't be everything I see
That my canvas is incomplete
Your color's everything to me
And my canvas will set me free

My outline is solid and made up of crime
And the things that you say just burn in my eyes
I want to, to surrender
I want you to find some comfort
In the spaces between the lines

I see I'm not perfect, but that's all I see
Lost in a portrait, in a picture of me
This can't be everything I see
That my canvas is incomplete
Your color's everything to me
And my canvas will set me free

This can't be everything I see
That my canvas is incomplete
Your color's everything to me
You're everything to me

- trapt: lost in a portrait -

Wednesday, November 23, 2005
right now.

fuck.

some pple r just so...whatever. one's trash is another's treasure. if u don't understand me its ok. just need to vent a bit.

really. why r some pple so insensitive? ok fine, u won. so shut up abt it already. coz just as there r winners, there will always be losers. and it ain't nice 2 lose. so stop rubbing it in. fuck.

im just getting myself all worked up again. shall stop now. no point in being pissed off anyway. why let this spoil my holiday?

still cant get enough of the taste of freedom. wonderful. im truly loving it.


i love this song.



Someone right now is leaving their apartment
Looking down at the street and wondering where their car went
Someone in a car is sitting at a single front of a restaurant starting thru the window at
Someone right now with their finger in their teeth
Who could use a little floss right across the street there's
Somebody on the curb who really needs a jacket
But spent half the rent at a bar getting plastered
Now he's gotta walk 14 blocks just to
Work at the shop where he's about to get fired
Someone right now is looking pretty tired
Starting at their laptop trying to get inspired as
Somebody living right across the street
Just wrote the best thing that she's written all week
But her best friend is coughing up blood in the sink
He can't even think what happened feeling so confused
And he knows it looks bad but there's nothing he can do
I wonder what it's like to be right there in his shoes
ButYo I'm just taking it
the window of a hotel bedroom again
Tomorrow I'll be gone
I don't know when I'll be back
But in this world everything can change just like that

Somebody right now is dropping a vote inside a
Box and trying not to get shot in his throat for the act of freedom
Right now Somebody's stuck in Iraq
Hoping that he gets shipped back breathing
In away but he's not really sure the reasons
So we show our support when the press mislead him
Though we mourn remain proud salute the troops
Get some I know you boys got some work to do

Meanwhile right now someone's 15-to-life-ing
Standing on a corner with their thumb up hitchhiking
Scratching off a lotto ticket hoping for a real winner
Sneaking through the border just to work and eat a real dinner
Right now someone wishes they were you and I
Instead of second-guessing fatal thoughts of quiet suicide
But right now I'm staring out the window at a fiend
With holes in his arm and holes in his jeans
He pulled out a cigarette and sparked a light
And walked right around the corner just out of my sight
ButI'm just taking it
a second story hotel window
T.V.'s on and my bags are packed
But in this world everything can change just like that

right now somebody' sittin' in the darkness
Tryin' to figure out how to put some heat in the apartment but
They got a little mattress Little carpet
And they appreciate it 'cause some people on a park bench
You see 'em when you rushing to get to the office
Wife ride by 'em when she comin' from the market
Right now somebody comin' out the pocket
Tryin' to dump that rock they runnin' round the block with
Same time the cops is raisin' the glock
With aim to fill your legs and your back with some hot shit
Right now somebody' struggling to stop this
Man that's kicking and punching and cussing at the doctors
Down the hall a child is takin' its first breath
The doctors ain't even passed him to the nurse yet yo
I wonder if he understand what it's worth yet
Life the time spent while he here on the earth yet
The answers to the questions we all seek
Can be found it depend on how free y'all think
Right now it's somebody who ain't eat all week
That would kill for the shit you throw away in the street
I guess one man's trash is the next man's treasure
One man's pain is the next man's pleasure
One say infinity the next say forever
Right now everybody got to get it together man
I'm just taking it in
In another strange hotel lobby again
With my luggage on my back
I don't know where I'm at
I'm in a world where it all change just like that

- fort minor: right now -

Tuesday, November 22, 2005
quiz extravaganza

well im still online at 3.30am..here are some quizzes i took. try them for yourself if u like. but for girls only, apparently. keep on scrolling down for latest blog entry.


You Are a Sensitive Kisser

For you, kissing is a way to connect

And you need lot of care, attention, and privacy

It may take you a while to kiss someone...

But when you do, it's total fireworks



Your Reputation Is: Mean Girl

You rule through teasing and intimidation..
Yet, people would give the world to be your friend



Your Love Quote

Good kissers are strong men who will have your back. Bad kissers are weak men who will just like to grab your butt.



Your Ideal Marriage Proposal Is

After dinner at your favorite restaurant, at the spot where you first kissed.



You Are a Carnation

You are down to earth and grounded.
You tend to be more traditional than trendy.
Your confidence gets you through anything.
People trust you and are very loyal to you.



You Are a Down to Earth Doll

You're good looking and you realize that looks matter
And you also know that it's your inside that really shines
You do your best to look like an A-lister
But you devote most of your time to being a well rounded hottie



Your Fashion Style is Classic

You like what's stood the test of time...
Simple, well styled clothes that don't scream trendy
You stay updated and modern, but your clothes stay in style for a while
You wouldn't be caught in animal prints, fake fur, or super bright colors



Your Nail Polish Color is Purple

How you're unique: You are artistic and expressive

Why your style rocks: You pay special attention to color and fabrics

What this color says about you: "I'm creative and know how to take care of myself"



You Are a Good Student of Men

You're pretty good at knowing what men are thinking
But you're not dead on 100% of the time
Let your guy off the hook sometimes... because you may be reading him all wrong!

peace! freedom! liberty! tyranny is dead!!!

omg..u have no idea how foreign this computer keyboard feels to me...just typing this sentence alone i made so many errors. well, thats wad happens when u abstain from the com for like..2 months plus?? gawd.

i cant believe its FINALLY OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! there's just so much to do and so little time. i have a huge to-do list which is piling up by the min. but since im so exhausted, shall take it easy now..sit back, relax and go online. actually not really coz i miss my com so much ill prob be on till 4am. we'll see.

umm like i have nothing to write now... suddenly lost my ability to blog long entries. acutally got la...u know..give a write up on all my A level papers? but forget it..i cant be bothered..im far too lazy. and seriously, i got better things to do than reminise abt the past. anything u want to know just tag or something. yup.

so bye!!

ill tag again when im really bored. right now, its time to catch up with my social life. yeah!!! :)