hmmm.
another typical fri. FINALLY. i need 2 catch up on my sleep..its been a complicated week. felt like spending some cash so bought another CD..so thats the 2nd one for this month. $18 down the drain just like that..hai. silly me. i must learn to control these 'retail therapy' urges. shall stop complaining already.
oh god..GP prelim next wk. fern will be so pleased to know that so far i've put in zero effort. and i expect to get my A2 somehow. better live up 2 koh's expectations and get a C for history. i seriously need 2 rethink my A level goals..make them more realistic.
this wk, i've learnt alot. and i must say i've grown as a person. i hate this naivity. trust no one. really.. there r always those pple with daggers behind their backs just waiting 2 stab u. sick of screwing up my life already. i've had enough.
don't u think everyone has a little hypocricy in themselves? we pass the dirt around.. and push the blame. when really, we are no better. its already good to be neutral. i have learnt not to make unnecessary comments. i mean, why bother? i dont want to hurt others.
but seriously, there r many pple who need 2 learn 2 respect others. i am starting to see how we treat one another affects ur relationships with pple.
i know i've disappointed many. i'm disappointed in myself. but its no point just reminiscing on what could have been. more importantly, i make sure i dont repeat the same mistakes. to all those i have let down in any way, im really sorry. yup. just felt like putting that down.
i'm kind of in a weird mood now which explains the random, disjointed thoughts and rambling.
this is for you:
God, it was late, I was drunk
You saw me
The one by my side wasn't you
I'm sorry
And I knew right then
That I lost you there
You took me in
In spite of me
You made me feel invited
Nobody else
That is what I decided
Selfish and dumb, stupid and young
Yeah, that's me
But from all of the wrongs, you make it right
And forgive me
It's been said before
But I'll try once more
You are the one
In spite of me
You made me feel invited
Nobody else
That is what I decided
- marion raven : in spite of me -
i really appreciate it. :)